Yesterday I took about 5
minutes to look over a local newspaper. Most of the coverage was on Saddam
and his trial. I am bringing it back to the U.S. with me. There are
stories and quotes that we will never see in Amer
ica. The people of Kuwait
hate Saddam and love America for freeing them. The quotes of support were
not from the older generation who experienced the horror of Saddam’s reign
of terror as I expected. They were from young (19-35 years old) men and
women living in Kuwait.
Last night I talked with so
many soldiers who told me that they have lost quite a few men in their
Unit. They also talked about the “personal” things that President Bush has
done for the families of the soldiers…things that you will never hear about
in the media. I have a renewed love and respect not only for President
Bush as the President of our country but also as a loving, caring human
being. To have the pressure of being the President of our country during a
time of war, to be in the midst of a re-election campaign, yet to still have
time to personally visit with the families of fallen soldiers simply because
he cares is pretty special.
Last night, the artists closed
the show with “God Bless America”. Every soldier stood and placed their
hand over their heart and sang along. I know there wasn’t a dry eye among
our group.
From past experience, I know
that I won’t be able to send email from my laptop. So, no Road Kill
Reports until we have one more night at the Radisson on July 9th.
Have a wonderful 4th of July and “God Bless America”!
Jude
Today is
actually July 9th. Haven't been able to send any Road Kill reports because
I couldn't hook up my computer in the remote sites in Iraq. As I type this,
I am sitting in one of Saddam's palaces in Baghdad. It's hard to
comprehend! AND THERE IS AN INTERNET CONNECTION IN MY ROOM!
REST OF DAY FIVE - 4TH OF JULY:
We arrived at the terminal at
about 9 am only to find that our flight had been delayed (imagine that!).
So the artists sang a few songs for the flight line crew and then they
shared their 4th of July burgers and bratz with us. We loaded
up the C-130 and a crew from Milwaukee, WI flew us to Balad. I stayed on
the flight deck talking to them for most of the trip and, of course, gave
them one of our tour coins and a bandana. They gave me an American flag
that had flown with them all over Iraq! Definitely not a fair trade for
them.
We arrived at Camp Anaconda in
Balad and found that housing conditions in this area have definitely
improved since last December. We are in DV trailers! Really, really
nice housing with all the comforts of a hotel room. There are two bedrooms
with a shared bath so Chalee and I are “bunking” together.
We started to take a short
tour of the base but ended up in one room for quite some time just learning
about what takes place here. Every branch of service is represented –
Army, Air Force, Marine, and Navy. There is a camaraderie that is
amazing….a lot like I see at the Wolf Pack in Korea. Reminds me of how
after 9/11, everyone in America pulled together. We had some serious ass
to kick and some serious healing to do and we did it as one. That’s pretty
m
uch what you see over here.
We learned that this base is
“hit” more than any of the others. It is a huge base which accounts for
some of the attacks. They have lost several men, some of them as recently
as the last couple of weeks when their Base Exchange was attacked. We also
learned that we do not step outside without our flak vests and helmets ON,
not in our hands, but wearing these. It’s over 100 degrees and the
equipment is so heavy. I don’t know how the soldiers do it. They
explained that a siren goes off when there is an attack and showed us the
buildings where we run for safety. Then we have to stay there until the
“All Clear” sounds. They told us not “if” but “when” it goes off because
it goes off every night because they get attacked somewhere on the camp
every night! We also learned that they rarely get any entertainment because
most of the performers are afraid to visit their Camp because of safety
concerns.
We were talking to the Chief
when the Colonel returned from where he and his men had been inspecting a
bridge. The Chief asked him how it was going and the Colonel responded,
“Okay now. But you know what happened, right?”. He then told him that
they had been attacked when they went to inspect the bridge. Evidently
there was a “line” if IED’s set to go off in a chain reaction. The only
thing that saved their lives was the fact that the first one failed to
detonate! We c
ould have arrived at this Camp on the 4th of July
to
find that they had just lost the Colonel and several of his men. Thank God
that did not happen.
The show was held in a
beautiful 740 seat Theatre with a full balcony. The stage was awesome and
they even had some of their own production. A talent contest was taking
place when we arrived but it was more like “The Gong Show”. The performers
were actually getting booed off the stage! Sort of made our performers a
bit nervous about their appearance.
J
I went out front to sit with
one of our escorts during the performance. Against all orders, we left our
flak vest and helmet backstage. I was drinking gallons of water and really
had to go outside to visit the port-a-potty but wanted to wait until the
“audience participation” segment of the show was over. Right in the middle
of the song, the sirens went off. I was so stunned to see all the soldiers
jumping up and putting on their vests and helmets, that I couldn’t move.
The escort grabbed my arm and literally RAN down the aisle with me to the
backstage area. Since we were already in one of the “safe” buildings, we
didn’t have to go anywhere. The band and artists put their gear on and
continued with the show. I, on the other hand, was in serious trouble
because I really, really needed to visit that port-a-potty. Finally this
big hulking bear of a man told me he was going to escort me outside even
though we were still Code Red. As any woman can testify, when you hold it
that long, you’re going to be there for a very long time. I felt so sorry
for him standing outside the port-a-potty in Code Red waiting for me. I
can only imagine what was going through his mind. I know what was going
through mine and it was basically that when it’s my time to go, I sure hope
it wasn’t going to be in that port-a-potty!
We finally got the all clear
and finished the show. A soldier came in during the autograph session and
said that the KRB facility on the other side of the base had taken mortar
fire. A couple of local workers were injured but thankfully no one was
killed.
During the show, the artist
who had the second thoughts last night, told the audience about her
apprehension the night before and then teared up and said, “Now I get it.
Now I know why I’m here and I would not want to be anywhere else”. Has
your heart ever felt so full that you don’t know whether to laugh or cry?
That’s how I feel the entire time I’m in Iraq talking to these incredible
men and women.
Got to get to bed so I can get
my standard 4 hours of sleep. Oops…scratch that….we know the sirens will
go off at least once. Flak vest, helmet, shoes, passport, flashlight and
water all right beside the bed!
DAY SIX – JULY 5TH:
Went to the gym at 7 am.
Really nice facility but very crowded. We have two “guards” stationed
outside our DVQ’s and I stopped to talk to them. While we were chatting
there was a huge explosion that shook the ground. The soldier asked if I
knew what it was. Considering the fact that I had climbed onto his back, I
think he knew I had an idea. He said it was “incoming” but on the other
side of the Camp. I’d hate to think what it would have sounded and felt
like if it had been closer.
We all did an interview with
the base newspaper and then went to the hospital to visit the wounded.
Several of the locals who were hurt in last night’s explosion were there.
Spent quite a while talking to the patients who had various injuries. Then
we went to have lunch with the troops at the DFAC. They set us up in a
private room but bring in lots of soldiers so we can talk to them.
Evidently what we’re eating is better than what’s being served in the main
dining hall because the people they bring in are pretty appreciative of
getting the opportunity to eat in that particular room.
We got to check email and then
went to look at the F-16’s. I wanted to meet the F-16 pilots because I have
so many friends from Kunsan, Korea who fly the planes. Met one Colonel who
seems to know all the Wolf Pack pilots.
Everyone else went back to the
room to rest and I went to meet the lady who is responsible for distributing
the school supplies through Operation Iraqi Children. She was on leave to
the U.S. but I met the Colonel who is working with her. He said the project
is going great and they are doing a LOT of good. They have received an
overwhelming response to the request for supplies and the soldiers are
delivering these to the local schools on a regular basis.
Got back in the conex in time
to rest for about 30 minutes before going to the show. Had just gotten my
clothes off when the sirens went off for real. Things were spread out all
over the room so I was trying to gather my flak vest, helmet, water, put on
my shoes AND wake us Chalee. None of the guys heard it, so I had to bang
on their doors, too. We sat in a “safe” building with no air conditioning
for about 40 minutes until the “all clear” sounded. My comment was that if
the insurgents were smart, they would wait until the “all clear” siren
sounded and then launch their missiles. That’s when everyone is outside.
Our Chief said they have already figured that out. The one today landed by
the flight line so no one was injured.
A couple of the soldiers that
I sat with at dinner were “babies” 19 and 22 years old. One had just
joined the reserves and was immediately deployed to Iraq. I asked him if
he was sorry he joined and he said absolutely not. They are at Camp
Anaconda to attend a class. They are stationed at a tiny base way up North
on the Iraqi border and they actually “live” in the village with the local
Iraqis. They have a whole different perspective on the Iraqis because they
are so close to them. They told us that the little children come up to
them and say, “My daddy is George Bush”! And when they are going out on a
mission, the locals will discreetly follow them to make sure no one harms
them. Now that’s a good news story!
Show was great and we didn’t
have a siren go off between 9 and 9:30 as anticipated. We stayed and talked
for hours since we depart tomorrow. The rest of the Camps are going to
have a lot to live up to in order to match the hospitality we were shown at
Camp Anaconda.
Bags have to be out at 7:15 am
and then we take a one hour blackhawk ride to Camp Danger. We will be
flying 40 feet off the ground, jumping power lines, and the doors to the
chopper will be open because of the heat. Don’t think I’ll be eating
anything before we fly!
Jude
ROAD KILL – DAY SEVEN – July 6th
The soldiers at Camp Anaconda
thanked us again and again for coming. Evidently, they were told that Toby
Keith was coming to their Camp when he was in country on a USO tour right
after Memorial Day. They have a stadium that seats approximately 20,000
people and many of the soldiers we met said that they sat out in the
blistering sun for over 2 hours waiting for him. There was a
miscommunication somewhere and either because of safety concerns or
transportation issues, he never came to the Camp. The troop
s said we were
the first celebrity entertainment they have had in a very long time and were
so appreciative that we would come to their remote location, especially with
the current danger of constant attack.
Up SOOOO early to helicopter
to Tikrit, Camp Danger. Nice name, huh? I gave all the helicopter pilots
coins and bandanas so they hopefully would not drop us out of the sky too
often. It turned out to be a very smooth ride or else I’m REALLY getting
accustomed to the flights. We did fly about 40 feet off the ground but
they didn’t do the roller coaster thing. Doors were open and they had the
guns loaded and ready. I got some amazing photos from the air.
W
e
landed and could not believe our eyes. Camp Danger was where Uday and
Kusay lived. I can’t even begin to describe it. I have no idea how many
buildings there are but they are ALL palaces. There is one that has a huge
swimming pool outside but a little pass-through that goes inside and into
another huge indoor pool. Everything is so “gawdy” and cheap - except for
the marble floors, walls, staircases. There were a lot of
“mini-chandeliers” outside our room with what looked like glass beads
hanging from them. They turned out to be plastic beads. (I can show you
when I get home
J
)
We are on the 3rd
floor of one of the palaces. The guys have cots set up in one of the rooms
and we are in the room where 2 Star and above Generals are housed. It has
two huge bedrooms, living room, kitchen, dining room and a bathroom that is
larger than the bottom floor of my house. The sunken tub has steps going
down into it.

We took a tour of the camp and
I met the person responsible for “Operation I CAN”. This is similar to
Gary Sinise’s “Operation Iraqi Children” project where they are sending
school supplies to the soldiers to give to the kids. “I CAN” does
basically the same thing but also takes the kids toys like Frisbees and
bubbles, etc. They told us if they had known we were interested, they
would have arranged to let us deliver the goodies to the kids. Sure wish
we could have done this.
At lunch, I sat with a lot of
soldiers from Alabama. Three of them sing and call themselves the “Triple
Threat”. I told them we would get them up on the stage if they came to the
show.
Everyone got to play in a
humvee and we took photos with them standing on top with the gun. We were
going to see the Special Forces guys and let them shoot off a few rounds,
but Special Forces was out on a mission.
The good news about this Camp
is that we don’t have to wear our helmets and flak vests all the time.
They are attacked almost as much as Anaconda, but have just come to expect
it.
Our show was in what they are
using for their MWR building – another Palace. The Red Cross is housed in
there along with the internet café, a movie theatre, a massage parlor,
barber shop, mini-mall, indoor pool, etc., etc. We all discussed the fact
that we would never have dreamed that we would be performing a show in a
room where Saddam’s sons had lived. It is so freaky.
The show was awesome.
Probably about 200 soldiers and they had a blast. Danni and Chalee always
get soldiers up on stage to sing along and that’s the highlight of the
performance for the troops. We did get my Alabama boys up and guess what
they sang? “Sweet Home Alabama” of course! They signed autographs for a
couple of hours
after the show and then we had “dinner”. I did an interview with the local
newspaper for the Camp and chatted with a local contractor about life
outside the camp. He spends a lot of time with the locals and said that
only a very small percentage of the locals are causing the problems.
Overall, they love us and appreciate what we are doing for their country.
He said that Saddam did not want the country to have a communication system
so it was impossible for the locals to make telephone calls to each other.
One man was working an hour and a half away from where he lived. If he
tried to call his family, it took him a minimum of 3 hours to get a line
out. He said it was faster to just drive home than to try and call them.
I checked
my
email and had a message from a soldier I’ve been communicating with in
Iraq. He and his platoon are stationed at the Baghdad Airport and are due
to go home next week. His email said that they got hit on the 4th
of July and the rocket landed less than 100 meters from him. He was okay
but two of his buddies got hit with shrapnel….one in the legs and one in the
spine. Hopefully the one hit in the spine won’t be paralyzed. Sure brings
it close to home when this happens to someone you know and love. Everyone
say an extra little prayer that they depart safely next week.
Got back from the show and
went to take my shower in the HUGE bathroom. Just as I started getting
undressed, the electricity went out (happens a lot here). I have never been
in a room so totally BLACK….not a ray of light. It totally freaked me out
that I was in Saddam’s sons’ palace in total darkness! I felt my way to the
door and managed to get it open. Someone found a lighter and we were able
to locate our little flashlights. Usually the power comes back on in a few
minutes, but as I sit here typing this, it has been out for m
ore
than an hour. Danni and Chalee are making finger puppets on the ceiling!
It’s hotter than blue blazes. The high today was 127 degrees and we’re
getting punchy – “call down to the front desk and see if we can get us
another palace please. This one isn’t acceptable!” I just can’t tell
you how strange it is to walk on floors, sit in chairs, touch handles, that
we know Saddam touched as well. He is “memorialized” everywhere – has his
name etched into the carvings on the walls. Evidently there was a huge
statue of him outside one of the palaces at one time. Now there is a
statue of an American soldier in it’s place! But, remember how I told you
everything was “cheap and gawdy”? Well, Chalee’s bed fell apart! That
really topped off the evening…..
Power FINALLY came back on. I
got in the shower and, of course, it went off again. But, this time I was
ready. Had my flashlight right beside me. Before I could get it turned on,
the power came back on. Even though I didn
’t
need to, I shaved my legs because there was so much SPACE. And, I know
we’re in tents tomorrow night, so we’ll be using latrines with little shower
stalls.
Tomorrow at 6 am, we fly to
Camp Sumerall, so no sleep again tonight. Our show tomorrow is outside
and must be held before the sun goes down (no lights!). That means it’s
going to be about 120 degrees while they are on stage. Fun!
Road Kill – Day 8 – July 7th
A full 2 hours of sleep.
Exercise is a thing of the past. Few pushups, situps, stretches and that’s
about it. I feel tired most of the day because I can’t exercise first
thing every morning. Maybe when we get back to Kuwait I can get in a good
run.
Of course the choppers were
not there when we were told so we went to the DFAC for breakfast. Had the
same chopper pilots that we had yesterday. I told them to go ahead and
“give us a ride” so the others could experience it. They flew us over the
palaces so we could get a good look then dropped us out of the sky a few
times. But, it wasstill very tame. Tomorrow I have to make sure they
really get the roller coaster ride.
I thought that since I’ve seen
the Summer Palace, the Presidential Palace and now Saddam’s sons’ palace
that I had seen most of them. But, one of the soldiers said that Saddam had
79 palaces throughout Iraq. The greed is just overwhelming.
We landed and were taken to an
air conditioned building inside a hanger. That’s where our guys will sleep
on cots. The show will take place on a stage built right inside the hanger
door and the soldiers will all be outside. They drove the girls over to
another building where we have one air conditioned room and some bunk
beds. Showers and port-a-potties are out
side.
Each of us had a teddy bear on our bed – compliments of our Colonel!
We were given a “brief” by the
Colonel. This is the first time we have had anything like this during our
visit and it was awesome. He had a slide presentation that told all about
the base and what they do and then he showed a video that they had put
together. The video had the soldiers in it and showed them out in the towns
with the kids and locals and also showed the 3 soldiers who were killed from
this unit just a few weeks ago. The soldiers from this camp work closely
with the locals and they are also a part of Operation “I Can” and deliver
toys and school supplies to the kids. They are also training an Iraqi
Police U
nit.
The Unit was in the hangar and started waving and smiling at us. They are
really doing some great work here. They did say that a lot of the progress
they had made with the older Iraqis suffered a setback when Saddam appeared
on tv last week. After seeing him, they are scared that he will somehow
escape and come back into power.
This Camp just got a new
dining facility 2 days ago. When we went in to eat, a large civilian told
us were not allowed to come in with our upper arms exposed! Danni and I
had on sleeveless tops. They did the same thing to Chalee yesterday but
waiv
ed the rules once they
found out we were there to entertain. This guy would not budge. I had a
SFS t-shirt and gave this to Danni and I took Brian’s shirt off him because
he had on a t-shirt underneath. We sat with the guys to eat and then went
around to the different tables to introduce ourselves and chat with the
others. I met the Special Forces Green Beret Unit from Ft. Campbell!
Awesome guys.
Went to the Internet Café and
it is NOT air conditioned. It had to be about 150 degrees inside the
tent. The internet moved so slow and I’m surprised the heat doesn’t
destroy the computers.
Back to the “room” to rest
before the show. They set the show up in a hangar but instead of letting
the audience come inside, they put them outside. With the little speaker system
we have, all the sound went back into the hang
ar and no one could hear out
front. We finally got it working pretty good and the show was their best
ever. The “Councilman” from the city by this camp was there (city sounds
like Beijing but it’s not. Have to get the correct spelling). It was
pretty neat to have a local Iraqi dignitary in the audience. Got photos
made with him and his bodyguards. It’s always a great show when the troops
haven’t had ANY entertainment at all. Danni and Chalee brought up lots of
different guys to sing and dance with them. The grand finale was with the
two base commanders and
some of the other higher ranking soldiers with them all singing “Proud
Mary”.
Went to midnight dinner and
our “bouncer” was waiting there for us. This time we were ready for him
with our shirts! We had to take showers but when we turned on the lights
to the shower room, there were roaches all over the floor. Danni HATES
bugs. They cleared out when the light was turned on, but trust me, we took
a shower in record time. Now it’s almost 3 am and we must have bags out
by 8 pm. Goodnight all.
Jude
ROAD KILL – DAY 9 – JULY 8TH
Choppering to Camp Victory
today. Helicopters arrived on time but our buddies who flew us the last
two days were not our pilots. New crew but very nice. Carl said that
they were going to give the girls a “ride”. We took off for the 1 hour
flight but then we landed 10 minutes later...Fuel stop! We were flying with
the doors open this time and it was so windy, you had to hang on to
everything. My hair turned upside down. Don’t know why we go to the
trouble to fix our hair or shower because we sweat so much. The pilots did
drop us out of the sky a couple of times and the gunners fired off a couple
of rounds but all in all, it was very tame! Every chopper ride we have
taken, we are only about 40 feet off the ground, so we can see the people on
the ground very well. Everyone – adults and children – wave to us and we
wave back to them.
We have great escorts (again)
in Baghdad. We arrived and were immediately taken to our quarters. It’s
ANOTHER of Saddam’s palaces. The girls and I have one room and the boys
are in another. It is so magnificent and of course, gawdy as hell! We
went to the DFAC to eat with the soldiers and I met up with Billy Maloney –
the soldier that I met last year who has been emailing and calling me every
day. He and his company were extended past their original departure time
and he has been trying to lift the morale of his fellow soldiers. He’s a
real sweetheart. He and a couple of his buddies ate lunch with us then
they had to go back to BIAP but are coming back for the concert.
Went shopping at a little
Bazaar on base but the only thing I purchased was a card with some Saddam
stamps, money and medals on them. The local Iraqis LOVE us girls and give
us great deals. Went into the main Exchange and Chalee was talking to
someone. She asked me if I remember him. It was the really LAME escort
we had last December who dropp
ed
the ball when we were at BIAP. Because of him, we were stranded at the
terminal from 8 pm until 1 am and then had to stay overnight. Oh yeah, I
remember him! I reported him after our little trip and he is no longer
escorting tours. Can’t believe he’s the first person we ran into.
I took Chalee over to the
Summer Palace that we visited this past December when I was here. The
others wanted to rest, so the 2 of us went with our escorts. There was a
group of Japanese soldiers in the main entrance and I went up and spoke my
12 phrases of Japanese with them. Then I gave them my business card in
Japanese and they really got excited. They have heard of Country Gold and
Charlie Nagatani! We had our photos made with them. Then I was upstairs
and a man walked up to me an
d
asked if I was Judy Seale. He is a Chaplin that wrote an incredible email
about the prison abuse and situation in Iraq. It was one of those “chain”
emails that found it’s way around the world. I responded to him a couple
of weeks ago and told him I would be in Baghdad. I had asked him to come
to the show so I could meet him. Good thing he ran into me in the Palace as
he had to work during our show. Such a sweetheart.
My dear friend who is a 2 Star
General is here in the Green Zone and promised to come to Camp Victory for
our show. Although it’s only about 15 miles, it takes about 45 minutes to
get here. And, it’s a very dangerous part of Baghdad. He was in an
armored humvee but it was an older one that they had just received. It
broke down in the very worst part of the city. He was able to get into the
vehicle following them but it was not armored. He did make it to the show
though.
The show was held outside if
you can believe it. It was at least 120 degrees when the show began. In
spite of the heat, we still had several hundred soldiers attend. The
helicopter pilot who SAVED us from the LAME escort (mentioned above) is
still here and he came to our show. It was so great to see him again.
He’s in the same Unit as Billy and is finally going home next week. He
lives about an hour from me in Tennesse..
Chalee and Danni got the
soldiers involved again by having them come up on sta
ge
and sing. The Commanders were in the audience and loved the fact that the
soldiers were having so much fun. The little female soldier who works at
the PVC Quarters where we are staying got up and sang and she has an amazing
voice. Again, they signed autographs for more than an hour. I was able to
talk to the General (Steve) during a lot of the show which was great. I
love hearing about what is really happening in Iraq – not what you see in
the media.
I was in the lobby of the
palace today and met the Colonel who is over at Abu Grabi prison. He said
he has 1500 soldiers over there and they never get any entertainment. He
has begged AFE and USO to send them someone. I told him if we had known,
we would have come over this afternoon. Our escort started trying to get
it cleared for us to go over tomorrow because we found out that we won’t fly
to Kuwait until 5 pm. One of the artists w
as
a little nervous about going over, but we weren’t able to get clearance on
such short notice anyway. My friend, the General, also made some calls but
doesn’t look like it will happen.
This palace has it’s own
dining facility AND a couple of washers and dryers! Add that to my internet
connection in my room and I’m in heaven.
After the show, we all went to
the dining hall to eat since we do not eat dinner before the shows.
Obviously, we get a lot of stares because it’s three females in civilian
clothes and Chalee and Danni are very “eye-catching”. I was watching the
soldiers expressions when we walked out and saw the same look as always when
they first see the girls. Then the 2 Star walks by and steals ALL our
thunder! Upstaged by a General.
Came back to billeting and
went outside on the patio which is on Saddam’s man-made lake to sit and
talk. Steve, Chalee, Danni, Carl and I all sat around for quite a
while. Steve made 2 Star this year and had a couple of Cuban cigars
that he had not smoked. He and Chalee shared those and a couple of
alcohol-free beers. As we were sitting there, we noticed that BATS were
flying all around us. They would swoop down and buzz our heads. Scared
me and Danni to death. Chalee and Steve are just sitting there puffing and
chatting and Danni and I had our shoes off swatting at bats, ducking, and
screaming. Then a couple of huge explosions went off somewhere close by and
it freaked everyone out except S
teve.
He just reached over and touched my arm and told me to calm down that it was
a long way off. The soldiers here actually get accustomed to the blasts. I
don’t know if I ever would. I did get to talk to Steve a lot about the
conditions in Iraq and how the locals really feel about us and what they
want from us. Steve works closely with their government and I love hearing
him talk about what he does. He arrived here last December only one week
before we were here on tour and will be here for 14 months. I asked about
the furniture in the palaces, what would happen with all the elaborate
palaces after we vacate them, how the Iraqis are being paid, etc., etc.,
etc. I find it all so fascinating.
Called it a night about 1 am
but the “girls” are all in one room, so we came back to chat. We were
trying to find something we could take as a “souvenir” from the Palace. At
one point Chalee was on the top bunk trying to get some of the ornaments off
the curtain rod. I had to answer email, so I was up until 3:00 am. Going
to meet Steve for breakfast at 7:30 am before he has to go to his first
meeting. I want to share the email I received from the Colonel at the base
where we performed yesterday (Camp Summerall).
name: LTC
Kyle M. McClelland
branchservice: USA
rankoccupation: LTC/Task Force 1-7 Commander
Judes,
I just wanted to say "thank you" again for the "Stars for Stripes" visit to
Forward Operating Base Summerall in Bayji, Iraq. Your visit was truly a
pleasure for us all and the selfless sacrifices that you and the team make
to show your appreciation for deployed troops is inspirational. The musical
talents and genuine sincerity of Chalee, Danni, Michael, Mike, Adam, Brian,
Carl and you made our day!!
ROAD KILL – DAY 10 – JULY 9TH:
3 hours of sleep again. Got
up and met Steve for coffee before he left. A huge blast went off that
shook the windows of the palace. That one HAD to be close. Worked out in
my room again since it’s too hot to run and I don’t know how far away the
gym is. Saw the Colonel again who wanted us to go to the prison and told
him we had not been able to secure an escort. Then I got a phone call that
our trip had been approved. But, it was too late for us to go at that
point!
We left billeting at 1 pm and
went to sign some autographs for 1st Cav. Boys got to play on a
tank for a few minutes and then we headed to the terminal. Our flight was
due to arrive on time, so we settled down for a 2 hour wait. My friend from
1st AD came over and gave everyone some certificates and
patches. He also included flags for Danni, Chalee, and me. The flags were
flown over Baghdad by the 1st Cav at various times and we
received certificates giving us the exact dates and details. VERY
touching. Last night,
Russ (my friend) ripped his patch off his sleeve and gave it to me. It was
sewn on and he had worn it the entire 15 months he’s been fighting the war
in Iraq. How in the world would I ever be able to “match” a gift of that
magnitude.
We flew on a C130 again but
our flight crew was from Michigan. All nice guys and we had about a dozen
soldiers from Australia on the flight with us. They were heading HOME.
For once, I let someone else sit on the flight deck for take-off. Big
mistake! We finally got that “drop you out of the sky, dodge and weave”
flight everyone had wanted in the helicopter. They had to do it because a
soldier was shot in a C130 several weeks ago as it was taking off from
Baghdad.
Landed right on time in Kuwait
and our escorts were waiting for us. I treated everyone to a fabulous
buffet meal at the hotel. I’m going to iron for about 2 hours and then get
some sleep. At least I’ll be able to work out tomorrow because the hotel
has a great gym AND we don’t depart until 1 pm for Djibouti!
I can't believe we only have 2
more shows to perform! The time in Iraq flew by
too quickly and now the depression of leaving begins. While I’m there,
nothing else matters. It is so humbling to have soldiers thank us for
performing when they are the ones making the ultimate sacrifices to keep
America free. What we do seems so inadequate compared to their service.
Visiting with them is one of my greatest joys in life. Getting back into
the swing of “real business” in Nashville is not going to be easy or very
much fun!
Jude
ROAD KILL – DAY 11 – JULY 10TH
I type the date and it makes
me cry. (I’m sure it’s hormonal!) It’s just so hard to believe that our 14
days are going to be over so soon. We didn’t cover nearly enough camps
within Iraq and I know I won’t be back until September.
I did get 6 hours of sleep and
a 2 hour workout in the gym this morning. Had to do my 5 miles and use all
the machines to work every body part. The little workouts in the room every
morning just don’t do it for me.
The last “palace” had a washer
and dryer, so we were able to do laundry. I had the hotel bring me an iron
and ironing board to my room (my favorite thing to do – NOT!). The iron
weighed about 20 pounds and even on the highest setting, I could still place
my hand on it and not get burned. Of course, “steam” was not an option.
I’ve heard the wrinkled look is in.
I wish I could put into words
what we see and learn while we’re here. Yesterday I took a photo of a
thermometer that was hanging outside a building we were going in to sign
autographs. It was 1 pm and the thermometer was in the shade. It only
went up to 120 degrees. The needle was past the 120 degree mark and as far
back around as it could go. The soldiers wear t-shirts, long-sleeve shirts
and pants and then add their helmets and flak vests, weapons, water, etc.,
etc. The flak vests we were issued are for protection again shrapnel
only. They do not have the bullet-proof plates that the soldiers have.
Ours are SO heavy until you pick up one of the soldiers. One soldier let
me try his on but he warned me before he removed his hands. I braced
myself but I still felt my knees start to buckle under the weight. Then,
let’s add a nice “breeze” into the factor. It feels like taking a hair
dryer, holding it as close to you face as possible, turning it on high heat
and holding it there. And, they do this every day – some of them for 14-18
months at a time. Then there’s the sand to contend with, the fact that they
do not have one moment of privacy because they live together in tents,
shower in long buildings filled with multiple stalls and use port-a-lets for
their toilets. The dining halls are nice and there are two things that we
noticed – there’s LOTS of food and everything is bland and tastes the
same. You can’t tell chicken from turkey. Everyone covers their food with
Tabasco just so it has some taste. The one question that I have been
asked the most is, “what is the name of the perfume you are wearing? It’s
been so long since we smelled perfume!” The way I’ve been sweating, I can’t
believe I smell like anything other than perspiration! Every morning when I
shower, I find a new “bruise”. No idea where I’m getting them.
Steve commented that every day
is “Ground Hog Day” (like the movie). It’s so true. But, not one soldier
complained about their plight. Yes, they miss their loved ones back home
and yes, they are ready to go back to the USA. But, they are all so proud
of what they are doing and believe they are making a difference in the lives
of the Iraqis. They also believe they are making a better world for their
children, families, and the people. Remember, a huge percentage of the
soldiers are reservists – they are your next door neighbors living in a
$200,000 home with a great job back in the U.S., yet they are willing to
come over here to serve their country in these conditions.
Saddam was like Hitler.
Germany was not enough for Hitler. Iraq would not have been enough for
Saddam. We saw the dirt huts that the locals live in during our helicopter
rides. And the squalor that they live in right outside the palace gates.
Think about it – this is a man who needed 79 palaces and must have his
photo, statues, initials carved in everything and he terrorized and killed
hundreds of thousands of innocent people. Yes, the Iraqis want us here and
they appreciate what we have done. Yes, they want us to train them how to
live as a “free” nation because they have NEVER had this opportunity and
want to do it right. Yes, they want us to leave (as we do!) once they are
able to stand on their own. Anyone – Republican or Democrat or Independent
or whatever! – who thinks this was only about weapons of mass destruction,
needs to come over here and spend a couple of weeks with the soldiers and
the locals. Listening to the soldiers talk about the caches of weapons
they have found and the bombers they found buried in the sand in the desert,
convinces me that we will eventually find the WMD. But, that is such a
minor detail in Saddam’s overall reign of terror.
And those of you sitting there
reading this report, it has to be like reading a book or watching a movie.
You can’t really relate to what’s happening here. I know that I would not
be able to had I not experienced it first hand. My conversations and
personal observation is that the majority of the soldiers even in the
remotest camps now have most of the “amenities” they need which include
meals in a dining facility, hot and cold running water, heated and
air-conditioned tents, an MWR building to watch movies, play games, etc., a
great gym to work out in, a base exchange with a good supply of items, and
some even have a Subway or Burger King. Hopefully, the portalets will be
replaced with latrines very soon. There was no lack of toilet paper or
hand sanitizer this trip. I know that many of you want to send “Care”
packages, but the places I visited said they are no longer necessary. They
all do still need to know that you care about them and pray for them daily.
Some were interested in receiving items that they could deliver to the
locals – especially the children. It’s HARD to see a child going without
basic necessities that our children have in the U.S. And, across the
board, they all want more “celebrity” entertainment. They need that
little “break” where they can interact with citizens, see someone in
clothing other than BDU’s, and have a chance to talk to us, tell us about
their life here, show us photos of their loved ones, and get a hug from
us. If Stars for Stripes had the funding, I would bring a celebrity over
every week just to show our appreciation. Why don’t you take time to send
an email to your address book and ask them to go on the
www.starsforstripes.com
site and make a $10 donation. If everyone reading this report did this, we
would raise enough to bring another group over. You’re right – a $10
donation from you isn’t a big deal but if YOU will take the time to ask your
friends to send the same amount, it makes a huge difference. If you’re
getting this Road Kill Report, I know you have $10 you can donate and I KNOW
you have several hundred “friends and associates” who can do the same!
Remember, NO ONE gets paid to do these tours. All the funds go to cover the
travel expenses of the tours. I’m no good at begging for money for myself,
but this is for our troops deployed overseas. Okay, enough evangelizing.
Yesterday, we were in the DV
lounge at BIAP waiting for our C130 to arrive. They had 4 weapons on their
wall – one was an RPG launcher and I could believe that such a small “gun”
could something that could cause such a deadly blast. But, there was one
knife on the wall. Get this – Geraldo brought it in with him and they had
to confiscate it. Can you imagine. I can just see him running around
like the crazed man he is swinging the knife!
Going to go ahead and send
this “half of a road report” because I probably won’t be able to hook up my
computer in Djibouti or Qatar. Next road report will probably be sent to
you from the USA!
Jude
REST O
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DAY 11 – JULY 10TH
No problems getting OUT of
Kuwait. Our C-130 crew is out of Ohio but flying an airplane from
Nevada. Really great guys and they are going to be our “personal
escorts” while we are in Djibouti and then fly us to Qatar on July 12th.
Good thing since I haven’t been able to get our contact in Djibouti to
answer one single email from me! Take off was very calm and I’m sitting
on the flight deck for landing because I want to see Djibouti from the
air!
Been writing my “thank you”
emails to pass the time. It’s supposed to be a 6 hour flight but they
got permission to fly over Yemen so it should only be a 4 hour flight.
BUT, we have to drink lots of water and there is no female restroom!
Should be an interesting flight. We may be cutting the tops off the water
bottles before we land!
I went up on the flight deck
for landing but couldn’t really see anything except with the night vision
goggles. Our flight crew are just “dolls” and they are staying in
Djibouti with us and flying us to Qatar on Monday.
Landed at 9 pm and were met
by our MWR escort. We are staying in tents – girls with female soldiers
and guys with male soldiers. The tents are very nice – have little
curtained off areas with individual lights and bunks. Met the other girls
staying in our tent and they are all sweethearts. One is an
anesthesiologist for the Navy from Jacksonville, FL. She left a husband,
3 year old and 1 year old back home! There is one latrine with jus
t
toilets – that FLUSH and then a shower trailer. Both are spotlessly clean
and our tent is only a short walk to each. This place is much nicer than
some of the conditions I have stayed at in Bosnia and Iraq.
We all went down to the
Cantina after getting my “lecture” on not over-indulging on the alcohol
since they haven’t had a drink in 10 days. There is a 3 drink limit here
but doesn’t appear to be any way to enforce it. Show will be there
tomorrow night at 8 pm – outside and hotter than #*$)@! When we walked
in, I touched one of the soldiers sitting at a table with his buddies on
the shoulder and said hello. As I passed him, I heard him say, “Did you
see that? She TOUCHED ME!”. So, we went back and gave all of them a hug.
Everyone is extremely nice
at this Camp. It is Camp Lemonaire and it is a Marine Camp but there are
people here from all branches of the service. Both of our drivers are
employed by KBR – Dragon and Slachon – are from Macedonia. Freaked them
out when I told them I’ve been to Macedonia twice. The girl working in
billeting is from Pecs, Hungary where I’ve been many times as well. She
said she has never met anyone over here who has even he
ard
of Pecs, much less visited there. It’s a beautiful little city. A lot
of people on the base are employed by KBR.
Maybe it’s because of the
alcohol (no alcohol allowed in Kuwait or Iraq!), but the guys are a bit
more aggressive here. Not rude or out-of-line or disrepectful, just
bolder. At the other Camps, they have been almost “shy” until we approach
them. Every time I would walk over to a table at the dining hall to sit
with them, the guys would all look like deer caught in the headlights.
Here they call us over! I set Chalee up with a game of dominos and a guy
at the other table who had obviously had more than his three beer limit,
patted his lap and told her to come on over. She declined with the
excuse that she was playing dominos. He called her a “communist”! Not
sure where that came from...
We had to wait until 11:30
pm for the DFAC to open back up. My group and the flight guys all walked
down to eat and the food looked pretty “rough”. I noticed a long line on
the opposite side of the room and went over to check it out. They were
making omelets! You can guess what I had for dinner. Met another KBR
employee from Macedonia while I was standing in line. Talked to him about
why he was working here and what kind of salary he was paid. When I was
in Macedonia a few years ago, a local met us at the airport and whisked us
through Customs. He came back when we departed and got us through
painlessly again. He spoke EIGHT languages fluently. I tipped him $100
and he started crying. Said that was more money than he makes in a month
in Macedonia! Found me a table of cute soldiers to harass during the
meal.
In the middle of the night,
I got a cramp in my foot and had to leap out of bed and run around the
tent for several minutes. Thankfully, no one else woke up. Then Danni
dropped her metal flashlight on the plywood floor and I thought it was a
gunshot! I was thinking we were supposed to be out of the area where we
were being attacked. So glad we don’t have to wear flak vests and helmets
here.
DAY 12 – JULY 11TH
Up at 6 am to work out.
Really great gym right across from our tent. Every time I walk outside,
my sunglasses fog over. You would not believe the heat and humidity. T
his
place makes Iraq seem COOL. It will be 140 degrees today with 100%
humidity.
My group and our little
flight boys loaded up in a bus to go into town to “shop”. We passes these
horrible little “huts” on the way in where the locals live. I think it’s
worse than what I saw in Haiti. We had to go to the “bag lady” first to
exchange our U.S. Dollars for Djibouti Francs. Then we shopped as a
“group” with Melvin (our MWR escort) as our bargaining agent. He told us
we absolutely could not give any of the little kids that followed us
anything. If you give them money, they take it back to their parents so
that the parents can buy this drug called “Kart” or something like that.
There’s little umbrellas set up where people sell it. It’s a green leaf
and it’s a stimulant. Keeps you alert for 8 hours. Sounded pretty good
to me until
I
heard the side effects! My hair and clothes were soaked with sweat
within 5 minutes of leaving the vehicle. Made for pretty miserable
shopping. The little kids followed us everywhere, grabbing us and
begging for money. Lots of ladies carrying babies also were begging.
One cute little girl kept shaking my hand and I looked down to discover
that she had my diamond ring halfway off my finger before I could get may
hand away from her! Then she snatched my bottle of water without me
knowing it.
We bought sandstone plates
and bowls, serapes, carved elephants, monkeys, and masks – all from Kenya
instead of Djibouti. Finished shopping pretty quickly because of the
heat and headed down to the beach just to sightsee. Had to get back to
base before the DFAC closed at 1:30 pm because no one had eaten breakfast
and we we
re
scared of the restaurants in town. Everything is extremely dirty and
there is trash and junk all alongside the roads. We were supposed to go
visit an orphanage today but learned that it is closed on Sundays.
After lunch I went down to
check email because Jerry (the other MWR rep) had told me last night that
I couldn’t access AOL from the base computers. Wrong! I had over 40
emails to answer and this is a weekend. Then went shopping at the base
exchange for t-shirts and other goodies that say “Operation Enduring
Freedom”. That’s what the operation for Afghanistan and the other
“Stans” and Djibouti is titled. Found the MWR tent near our tent and they
have great flavored coffee. Trying to get my road kill report typed up
now since I have a couple of hours before show time. Not sure it will
even be worth it to take a shower before the show since I’ll be sweaty
again as soon as we go outside!
The troops stationed here
just can’t believe we are here. The last “celebrity” entertainment they
had was Robin Williams for a handshake visit last December. They have
had some little “local” bands from the Department of Defense but nothing
of this magnitude. And, it seems like most of the troops prefer country
music. Should be a great show.
In talking with the troops
stationed here, it seems that most of them don’t have very busy days.
They are here for “force protection” and they also refer to everyday as
groundhog day. I sat with one group of reservists from Nevada who do
actually go out every day on “humanitarian efforts”. It was good to
learn from them that they feel like we are accomplishing a lot of good
things in this area. They travel to several countries besides Djibouti
and help the locals. I love talking with the troops and hearing about why
we’re here and what we are accomplishing. It’s fascinating because it’s
definitely not anything we’ll ever see in the media.
We had a huge crowd for the
show at the Cantina. Everything started on time and no problems with
“power” this time. Several guys on the base had told me to have the girls
call up on particular marine because he was supposedly an excellent
vocalist. They called him up and then couldn’t get him off the stage.
Instead of singing one song, he sang 3 songs. The last song was one that
he had re-written the words to and he used very vulgar language. That
didn’t go over well with any of our group. For the finale, they called
several guys up on stage including one of our flight crew. After the
show, the flight crew came up to m
e
and said that when they heard they had to fly a group to Djibouti, they
wondered why they were having such bad luck. Then they said that this
trip with us was the absolute highlight of their 2 year reservist
activation period. Exactly what we want to hear from all the troops we
“touch” on this visit.
It was difficult signing
autographs because the soldiers who had cheated on their 3 beer limit kept
coming back again and again for more photos and autographs. We were on a
time limit because the dining hall was only open for 1 hour and no one had
eaten since lunch time. We had also promised to go to all the outposts
and visit with the soldiers who were on duty and didn’t get to attend the
show. I finally had to “bounce” several guys who were “repeaters” so that
everyone in line could get an autograph.
We had a very quick meal –
I’ve now eaten nothing but omelets and fruit for 2 days… Then the girls
went to sign the autographs at the guard posts. It was almost 2 am
before we finished and got back to the tent. Not going to have time to
work out tomorrow because we have a 9 am bag call.
DAY 13 – JULY 12TH
Would have been able to
sleep until 7 am but the wind kicked up and it sounded like the tent was
going to blow over. At first I thought it was a thunderstorm but when I
looked out, it was just the wind and dust blowing everywhere. Someone
told us that Djibouti is CONSISTENTLY the hottest place on earth. In
January, it cools down to 90 degrees! I was going to run the 5 mile trail
with a female soldier and am glad now that I didn’t have time. I found
out there are packs of wild dogs and hyenas out on the trail!
Wasn’t sure we would be able
to take off in such strong wind but the flight crew assured us that it
would be fine. I didn’t take any chances and sat up
on the flight deck for takeoff. It really was smooth but you couldn’t
see anything on the ground because of the dust.
Headed to Qatar today which
is where Central Command is located. I was there briefly last year with
Chely Wright and the huge USO/Vanity Fair tour. We were originally
scheduled to depart Djibouti at 4 pm in the afternoon but our flight crew
was able to get us an earlier departure. We had seen and done everything
possible on that base and I wanted everyone to have a little time to tour
in Qatar. We don’t have a show tonight since we never schedule shows on
travel days. Tomorrow night – our last night of the tour – we will
perform, shower and head straight to the airport for the flight back to
the U.S. Very sad!
Bathroom is still “broken”
on this plane and it’s a 4 hour flight. Of course, all the girls need to
“go” simply because there are no facilities. It was a miserable flight
for us. I couldn’t drink any water at all.
Arrived in Qatar and our
escort wasn’t there to meet us. The flight center had told him we
wouldn’t arrive before 4 pm. Took about an hour to locate him and the
bus and truck. Qatar is a really nice base because this is the
headquarters for CENTCOM in the AOR. The base is actually divided into
two sections – Ops Town and the Coalition Compound. But, a tent in Ops
Town caught on fire a few days ago and it spread to all the other tents.
No one was hurt but they lost all their belongings. Supposedly, it was an
electrical fire. The people at this base are predominately troops who are
on R&R for a few days from one of the hardship areas (Iraq, Afghanistan,
etc.) or it is troops coming into the country or going out of the
country. They come to Qatar for a couple of days and then go on to Iraq
or wherever for their permanent camp. They also stop through here en
route to going back home to the states. It is the largest and best
equipped base we have stayed at this tour. They are building a huge
swimming pool and in addition to a really nice dining facility, there are
two coffee shops, a Subway Sandwich Shop, Pizza Hut and Burger King. The
troops here really have it nice if only for a few days.
We will be performing in
this huge outdoor, covered area called the Plaza. Since we have to
perform at 6 pm so that we can depart for the airport by 11 pm, it’s going
to be HOT. Today it was 115 degrees here. The humidity is halfway
between Iraq and Djibouti. 0% humidity in Iraq and 100% humidity in
Djibouti.
It was sad to say goodbye to
our flight crew this afternoon. Lifelong friendships are forged very
quickly due to our circumstances on these tours. I’m sure I will stay in
touch with a lot of the guys via email for the rest of my life. They
want me to request them to fly Chely around when she’s here in September.
We tried to get our escort
to get permission to take us into town tonight but the Commander wouldn’t
approve it. I went over to his office to check my email only to learn
that I can’t check email from here. The nicest and most well-equipped
base I’ve seen and I can’t check email. AOL, Yahoo, Microsoft –
everything is blocked. The only email that works is for official military
addresses. I will be in a straight jacket by the time we depart tomorrow
evening. But, my cell phone does work for $4.99 per minute!
After eating at the dining
facility (I sat with a group of guys who are deploying to Mosul tomorrow),
Chalee and I walked around the base and went in just about every building
there is – the exchange, a gift shop, a café, the gym, coffee shop, night
club, etc., etc. Alcohol is allowed on base but there is a 3 beer
limit. This base monitors it and everyone is assigned a “card” to
purchase the alcohol.
We are all housed in these
long trailers and everyone has their own room. The latrines are located
several hundred feet from the trailers. About 5 minutes after I got back
in my room and was trying to “repack”, there was a loud knock on my
door. Half a dozen guys were standing at my door asking if I called is a
fire alarm. They said that someone called in and said that the fire alarm
was going off in the room next door. The room next door is Danni’s room
and they had opened her door and were standing inside her room. She was
not there at the time and I’m sure had no idea this was taking place.
DAY 14 – JULY 13TH:
First day that I’ve gotten
up and NOT seen the sun! It was still overcast at 6 am so I thought it
might be cool enough to run outside. Made it for 30 minutes in the heat
and then hit the treadmill in the gym for 30 minutes. The showers here
are so much nicer than the other bases. They have a little dressing area
behind a curtain and then a shower stall with a glass DOOR on the actual
shower. Such luxury.
J
Were supposed to take a
“base tour” but since the base is so small, we had already seen everything
last night. Went to DFAC for lunch and I sat with a group of Air Force
guys from North Carolina. One guy was from Alaska originally. Before he
was deployed to Qatar, he was in school and he was studying Saddam. He’s
definitely knowledgeable about Saddam and his reign of terror and said we
should not have waited as long as we did to take him out of power.
When you walk outside, the
glare is so bad you have to squint! Everything is white or shades of
light brown. They have put gravel down over the sand and it’s white.
There are sidewalks and they are white. All the buildings are white or
off white. The only “color” that I’ve seen is the main road that goes
through the area. I have several different tan lines on my arms and legs
now.
It cooled off a little bit
before the show and the sound was great because of the “cover” . There
weren’t a lot of soldiers there at first but when the music started, the
entire place filled up. I wasn’t sure how many would attend since it is
such a transient crowd. Had to keep the show to 90 minutes so we could
sign autographs afterwards for 90 minutes. As it was, we had to RUSH to
grab a shower and make it to the airport. It was really sad for the tour
to be ending. Going to be hard to go back to everyday “routine” in
Nashville.
The airport was a
nightmare. We had 15 pieces of checked luggage plus our sound
equipment. The skycaps grabbed it and started throwing it on little
carts and running off with it. They were throwing the large speakers on
top of personal bags, so I’m sure everything we own is broken. Somehow
during all the confusion, I lost my cell phone! I went back outside and
checked with the information counter but nothing. Hopefully no one has
figured out how to use it because is costs $4.99 per minute over there.
Made it to the gate just in
time to board the flight on Qatar Airlines to Frankfurt – a 7-hour
flight. It was a really nice airline – code shares with
Lufthansa/United. The seats were really strange and uncomfortable but
that didn’t seem to bother any of us since we slept all the way. Four of
us had a very short layover in Frankfurt and the other 4 had about a
4-hour layover. I went into the United Lounge and got a phone call off to
Nashville and leave a message for cancel my cell phone service. While I
was making the call, there was an announcement for me to come to the
desk. They upgraded me to First Class. When I got to the gate, they had
upgraded the other 2 business class passengers to First and the coach
passenger to business! Don’t know if it was because I told them we had
been over performing for our troops or if it was just the fact that the
flight was so full. It was a really nice “perk” for the end of the tour
though. The seats in first class reclined fully….just like lying in a
bed. If I could travel like that all the time, the international trips
would be a breeze!
We were on a tiny little
50-passenger jet from Chicago to Nashville. I really didn’t think the
sound equipment would make it on the flight because there were 10 huge
pieces, each weighing about 70 pounds. I assumed they would hold these
over and put them on a larger plane. But, when we landed, all the
equipment and luggage arrived with us!
It was a great tour.
Already depressing to be back to “normal” everyday routine.
Jude